It's official...

I called NBN and changed my aliyah date to Jan. 2010.

It's really depressing, I feel like I'm going to cry, or at least I want to cry. I want to be there so badly...I know, focus on being here and not not being there because then I'll just be upset.
But I got really excited about being able to move there this summer and start my life and now it feels like my life is on hold in a way.
I know it'll be better in the long run, but that doesn't make the current term any better. I know everything happens for a reason and all works out for the best, but I'd like to be able to see into the future and see just how this works out.

I'm probably going to be somewhat depressed for the next few days/week-ish.

I think it's official...

I'm going to stay here an extra six months, save a little more, and make aliyah in Jan. 2010...sucks, but it's probably going to be so much better in the long run.

Now to call NBN...and it's just ringing...so not helpful.

If I had known I was going to go in Jan. 2010, I would have made my pilot trip over the summer...well, it's still within a year...