I called NBN and changed my aliyah date to Jan. 2010.
It's really depressing, I feel like I'm going to cry, or at least I want to cry. I want to be there so badly...I know, focus on being here and not not being there because then I'll just be upset.
But I got really excited about being able to move there this summer and start my life and now it feels like my life is on hold in a way.
I know it'll be better in the long run, but that doesn't make the current term any better. I know everything happens for a reason and all works out for the best, but I'd like to be able to see into the future and see just how this works out.
I'm probably going to be somewhat depressed for the next few days/week-ish.
It's really depressing, I feel like I'm going to cry, or at least I want to cry. I want to be there so badly...I know, focus on being here and not not being there because then I'll just be upset.
But I got really excited about being able to move there this summer and start my life and now it feels like my life is on hold in a way.
I know it'll be better in the long run, but that doesn't make the current term any better. I know everything happens for a reason and all works out for the best, but I'd like to be able to see into the future and see just how this works out.
I'm probably going to be somewhat depressed for the next few days/week-ish.
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